~"Never fear shadows. They simply mean there's a light somewhere nearby."
~Ruth E. Renkee
I don't understand the idea of procrastination. Yes, I do it-every single day. Even now, I am 'taking a break' from the homework I should be doing; homework that should have been done last week. Actually, I'm not behind, just have four tests in the next week or so that I need to study for. And even though my studying can't actually be 'done' and marked off my list of things to do until I take the test, I should have started a while ago.
I understand not wanting to do something. Everyday I would rather read a good book, watch a TV show, or take a nap instead of doing my homework. What doesn't make sense is the putting off what I have to do. Yes, I may be able to read a book in a night or crank out a paper in two or three hours but the stress leading up to it is pointless. If only I did my homework and then watched the TV show-then I would enjoy the show that much more. I have to do my homework anyway. Procrastinating doesn't make it go away...sadly :)
I think part of it is my being afraid of not having something to do. When I almost get done with my to-do-list I worry because I don't know what I'll do when I'm done. I guess I think it is better to enjoy life among the other things. Taking breaks makes the day better-rather than killing myself for a day doing everything I have to and having a lot of free time in which I only feel lazy. But I don't know what is better.
I realize my to-do-list will never be done. I figure there will always be something I am procrastinating. Doesn't everyone do that? How in the world do you avoid it?
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