~How strange to use "You only live once" as an excuse to throw it away.
~Bill Copeland
Gah! Homework! I've felt so ahead all week... and I realized I really need to get started on my British lit paper, my French one-page embarrassing moment, memorizing the first 18 lines of the Canterbury Tales, testing starts again in two weeks, and I got an assignment today to memorize a lyric poem... Haha, such fun things to work on!
It's so beautiful outside, yet I'm scared to go sit out there because I don't want to get sick. I'm pretty much paranoid of getting sick. That week I don't remember two weeks ago... ya, determined not to do that again. Not only because missing class sucks (as much as I wish I could say I enjoy it) but also because everything else in life is a million times more difficult.
So here I am, inside, on my bed, trying to cram in as much homework as possible so I can enjoy my three-day weekend at home... and getting very distracted by everything around me. Just gotta say... Facebook is my ultimate distraction. It is always up as a tab on my internet. And I have to flip there all the time. There is the idea that I could close the tab and only check sometimes. And while I feel I'm a person who has some will-power (For as long as I remember I'd bribe myself to do things-like setting a piece of chocolate on my dresser and not letting myself eat it until I cleaned my room...), such a plan does not work. Because I just itch to get on and it's just as much of a distraction.
So food is my motivation. Not sure how healthy that is, but it's true. I promise, I eat enough. Haha, though not always on the best schedule. I'm working on it. And so blogging has become another form of distraction. But at least I feel productive in this respect :)
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